Is it all my fault?
I have pushed all away
With words I did
Or thoughts I didn’t say
Perhaps I pretend
We were better friends
Maybe I misremember
The thrill of early September
Reconnecting with the group
My smile would often droop
As the acid thoughts
Slog through the mud of mind
And desperately I try
To remember better times
Is it all my fault?
I thought by now you would have called